I'm sitting in my mom's house for the last time. The emotions running through my veins and mind a million miles per hour. I can't sleep because my thoughts and memories keeping me up. Some are bad. Some are good. It doesn't mind because I can't sleep. Tonight is the last night in my mom's … Continue reading The Last Night Ever In My Mom’s House
Dear Dad, Happy 10th Father's Day in heaven. I can't believe it's been a decade since we have spend a Father's Day together. It's crazy to think you have missed so many Father’s Day. I miss you terribly and wish you were here instead of in Heaven. Unfortunately, I can’t bring you back as much … Continue reading To My Dad On The 10th Father’s Day Without Him
My daughter is going to experience Preschool just like her friends before going into kindergarten. I wasn't sure if she would ever go into pre-k because of how expensive they are but recently my school district got a FREE PRESCHOOL this year. My daughter is excited and nervous. She felt left out the last year … Continue reading The Fall Opens A New Chapter of My Daughter’s Life
Well, that's a wrap. I'm not longer in my 20s. Goodbye to being young and new to the adult life. Goodbye to my youth. I'm officially old. Haha. You know though, if I really think about it. I'm freaking glad my 20s are over! I was just one mental roller coaster after another. I'm so … Continue reading Goodbye 20s, Hello my 30s
Mother's Day is a day to honor your mother. When you're mom isn't in the picture anymore, the day is more filled with sorrow and tears. What happens when you're a mom yourself? You're forced to celebrate even if you're secretly don't want to without your own mom. You have no choice because you're a … Continue reading Here’s To Another Motherless Mother’s Day
Dear Mom, Hi. I miss you. I miss you every day. Life is so strange without you. I feel like I'm dragging along without you. My days are so foggy. I can't function when the fog comes crushing in. Some days, I can pulls the fog out of the way while others make be feel … Continue reading To My Mom On Mother’s Day
Dear Mom, Oh Mom, I miss you so much. I'm here spending your birthday without you again. The pain I feeling is unreal. I just want to feel normal again. But normal seems so far away without you. What is normal? Mom, I really don't know. All I know, I don't want to spend your … Continue reading Letter To My Mom On Her Birthday In Heaven
Dear Dad, Has it really been 10 years since we last celebrated your birthday together? I just can't wrap my head after it. Where did the time go? How it the world has it been so long? I'm trying to stay strong, but I can't. The tears are coming down as I'm writing this. I … Continue reading Letter To My Dad On His 10th Birthday In Heaven
Time has passed; ten years to be actual. Your birthday is just another day now. I hate to admit it, Dad. But so much time has passed, my mind doesn't even acknowledge the day as your birthday anymore. I'm not saying I completely forget your birthday because I still try to find a way to … Continue reading Ten Years Passed And My Dad’s Birthday Is Here Without Him Again
Parenthood is full of ups and downs. You NEVER know what's going to come next. It's filled with happiness, tears, laughter ,and so much more. The hardest part of parenthood are the milestone you have no clue how to handle. You feel like your melting in thoughts trying to figure out how to overcome what's … Continue reading I Wish I Could Call My Mom For Advice And Share My Daughter’s Accomplishments
