Kids shouldn’t be feeling like this. A five year old shouldn’t know what this kind of sadness. She’s feeling emotions that I’m not sure how to explain in a way she will understand. She’s breaking my heart hearing her say things like this. I’m feeling bad for social distancing her from people at times. I…
Happy Quarantine Birthday To Me
Well today is my birthday. I wish more than anything I could go out and celebrate tonight. My birthday is finally on a Friday and I can’t even celebrate. Thanks to the Coronavirus. Ugh I hate it. I love my birthday. But this year, I’m just not feeling it. I can’t go out and see…
A Letter to My Mom And Myself On Mother’s Day
My heart feels heavy today. I miss you so much, mom. I wish I didn’t have to be motherless on Mother’s Day. The pain is unreal. I hate seeing all the Mother’s Day posts popping up on my newsfeed. I’m feeling jealous of everyone with a mom still alive. I thought writing a special post…
Being A Motherless Mother On Mother’s Day During Quarantine
Another year means another motherless Mother’s Day. The pain will always be heavy but a different kind of heavy each year. This year is an extremely painful year because the Coronavirus messed up live for so many people. The absent of a mom during this time messes with your mind. Why because you’re inside thinking…
The Lorax Got Me Thinking Pandemic
My daughter and I watched “The Lorax” today for my mom’s birthday. “The Lorax” used to be one of my favorite books growing up. I made my mom read the book so many times. I decided around lunch I want to watch the movie in honor of my mom. Also, my daughter saw part of…
Happy Quarantine Birthday In Heaven, Mom
Dear Mom, I don’t know if Dad told you are not but your birthday is different this year. I’ll summarize it for you. A new virus called the Coronavirus or COVID19 hit the world. It’s a nasty virus who kills a lot of people and getting tons of people sick. Everyone is in Quarantine and…
My Daughter Helps Me More Than She Understands Right Now
My daughter loves talking to be about what we’re going to do tomorrow before bed since quarantine started. So last night, I told her what her teacher had planned and asked her what’s words she wanted to learn to write. She told me. I mentioned, “Tomorrow is my dad’s birthday.” She asked, “How do you…
Quarantine Birthday Letter to My Dad In Heaven
Dear Dad, 2020 is different than the other birthday without you. The world has a nasty virus going around called Coronavirus or COVID-19. In the United States, a lot of stores are closed. The school is closed until September. The whole United States is in quarantine. Other countries have also shut down as well. I’m…
To My Best Mommy Friend Who Lost Her Father To Covid-19
I’m so sorry for your loss. I never wanted you to understand the pain I do every day so soon. I may know what it’s like to lose a father, but I can’t even imagine the pain you’re feeling right now. It’s a greater pain than I will ever feel because COVID-19 took him from…
COVID19 Makes Me Feel Like I’m Living in a Horror Movie
I talked about how Coronavirus is affecting my daughter in a blog post. In this one, I’m going to share how it’s affecting me. I really don’t know where to begin. I’m STILL trying to process everything. When I feel like I am, another rule or restriction pops up for us to follow. It’s overwhelming….
