Time to Freak Out: 2 More Days Until Christmas

As Christmas comes closer, I’m feeling indifferent about what another year with my parents. My Christmas spirit is here like I said in my previous post. But it doesn’t change the fact that I miss my parents everyday especially around Christmas because everything rotates around family.

I’m beyond grateful for my boyfriend’s family and family on my dad’s side because I don’t know what I would be without for Christmas. It’s nice knowing I’m not going to be alone and depressed. I have a family to surround myself with.

I also have a 3 year old who has the best Christmas spirit ever. That’s exactly what I need in my life right now. I need a little one to show me what Christmas is all about. She’s just learning about and starting to understand Christmas. I’m truly enjoying every moment of it.

A part of me wishes my parents could experience her joy. They would love every moment of it. I can only hope they’re watching from heaven like everyone keeps telling me.

As I mentally prepare myself for Christmas and Christmas Eve, my daughter and I are going to get cookies for Santa today. I hope the food store isn’t crazy. What am I kidding; it’s going to be insane. I’m just glad I only have to get cookies, so I don’t have to run around like a nut. Thankfully, I have all the gifts wrapped. And I don’t have to cook anything for Christmas Eve or Christmas Day. I’m pretty thankful for that. I guess I’m pretty much ready.

It’s just another year without my parents.

Do you like what you’re reading? Check out my page, Kimi Ann-Marie for various of posts about life, mom life, and grieving. Check out my page, Positive Thinking About Parents Death for grieving advice about your mom or dad and reminding yourself you’re not alone.

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