I think about you every day
And everything reminds me Of you.
My mind thinks about what you will say
For current solutions. I wish you
Could help me with all my daily
struggles like you used to my
whole life. I’m having a hard time lately
trying to help myself simply get by
all the hardship life bring on a daily
basic. I wish I could just call you up
and just hear your voice when mainly
because I miss and need you. Even a sup
call would make my day. But the reality
is you’re gone and I just have dealing
with the facts. I wanna be carefree
and not worry if I’m okay or steeling
in the wrong path. I feel as if I’m lost
who I am without your help or near
me. As time passes, the fear of lost
will fade away and more years
without you will feel like a distance
memory. Somedays are better than others.
I can live without your absence
fogging up my mind. Of course, I
miss you on days like this. But I’m feeling
fine. I can go through the day
without wanting to cry or healing
my heart from the pain making me prey
of it’s own sick game. I want you to know
I’m doing okay because I have things
to keep my mind for fading away. Now,
I can stop and take down the pain’s strings.
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