To My Kindergarten,
Kindergarten starts in a week! You’re going to be an official elementary school student soon! I’m so excited… sorta because it’s virtual Kindergarten right now.
I want you to know how proud I am you! You have come such a long way these last 5 1/2 years. You have new hobbies and showing dislikes to other things.
I can’t believe how far time has gone. You’re not a baby anymore. You’re going to be a Kindergarten. My heart wants to cry.
I’m sorry this year isn’t as we planned. I know how much you wanted to go to school. I wanted you to go as well but I would rather you be health.
I wish I could walk you to your school’s doors and give you a HUGE hug as tears come down my eyes. I wish I could wave goodbye and see your face light up when you see your teacher. My heart and eyes cry for your new reality of wishes.
But we can’t…. I would rather you stay health than fear you’re going to get sick every day. I hate how Kindergarten is like this for you but sweetie it’s for your safely. I wish I could change 2020 for you but I can’t.
I promise we will get through this together. I will wipe away all the tears as I always do. I will cuddled you when you’re feeling sad and guide you towards happiness. Daddy will also kept you strong and happy during these unfortunate circumstances.
I will make sure we continue having art projects with you. Art will continue to bring you happiness. I can promise you that. Also, you will have your first art class this year. I know how excited you are for an art class.
Promises seem so far away and unrealistic right now. I don’t know what the future will bring for our family but what I do know if I love you and continue to help you through these rough times.
Keep your head up, baby girl.