The thought of not having you around breaks my heart into a million puzzle pieces. I’m trying to pick up the pieces, but nothing works to ease the pain. My heart longs to have you back into my life. I feel as if I lost a part of me when you Died. Every day is… Continue reading Wandering Thoughts of Grief
I can’t believe it’s been so long. Time flew so fast and not a day goes by where I wish you were here with me. I’m entering a new decade without you. It’s 2020 now, Dad. I wish you come to experience life with me in this new decade. You can’t though because it’s eleven… Continue reading Eleven Years Since You Have Passed Away
Dear Dad, Today marks 11 years since you left me. I can’t believe it. I still feel like yesterday I was waiting for the call from the hospital. My heart is heavy today. I miss you. Ugh. Anastasia is growing up so fast. I wish you could have met her and got to know her.… Continue reading 11 Years of “Dear Dad” posts Or Post About My Dad’s Death.
The pain is unreal for me this Christmas. This year isn’t just another fatherless Christmas. It’s 10th Christmas without my father. I thought by not I would be used to not having my father around for Christmas. Well, I was totally wrong. I’m not used to his absence like I thought. Actually, I’m far from… Continue reading The 10th Christmas Without My Father
Death doesn’t scare me. I have experience way more death cases than I like to share with people. My life has always been surrounded by funerals and grieving for a love one. You see, my grandparents died before I turned three then after that aunts and uncles died one after another. Friends passed away too.… Continue reading Trigger Point Words After Losing My Parents
People always asked me how I survived darkest days growing up. I never really knew what they met until I became an adult and reflected on my life. Music saved me. I remind always listening to two specific bands growing up, which are Breaking Benjamin and Three Days Grace. The lyrics of their songs spoke… Continue reading The Joy Of Finally Seeing My Two Favorite Bands Live
Dear Dad, Happy 10th Father's Day in heaven. I can't believe it's been a decade since we have spend a Father's Day together. It's crazy to think you have missed so many Father’s Day. I miss you terribly and wish you were here instead of in Heaven. Unfortunately, I can’t bring you back as much… Continue reading To My Dad On The 10th Father’s Day Without Him
Dear Dad, Has it really been 10 years since we last celebrated your birthday together? I just can't wrap my head after it. Where did the time go? How it the world has it been so long? I'm trying to stay strong, but I can't. The tears are coming down as I'm writing this. I… Continue reading Letter To My Dad On His 10th Birthday In Heaven
Time has passed; ten years to be actual. Your birthday is just another day now. I hate to admit it, Dad. But so much time has passed, my mind doesn't even acknowledge the day as your birthday anymore. I'm not saying I completely forget your birthday because I still try to find a way to… Continue reading Ten Years Passed And My Dad’s Birthday Is Here Without Him Again
Where did the time go?