People always asked me how I survived darkest days growing up. I never really knew what they met until I became an adult and reflected on my life. Music saved me. I remind always listening to two specific bands growing up, which are Breaking Benjamin and Three Days Grace. The lyrics of their songs spoke…
Category: fatherless
To My Dad On The 10th Father’s Day Without Him
Dear Dad, Happy 10th Father’s Day in heaven. I can’t believe it’s been a decade since we have spend a Father’s Day together. It’s crazy to think you have missed so many Father’s Day. I miss you terribly and wish you were here instead of in Heaven. Unfortunately, I can’t bring you back as much…
Letter To My Dad On His 10th Birthday In Heaven
Dear Dad, Has it really been 10 years since we last celebrated your birthday together? I just can’t wrap my head after it. Where did the time go? How it the world has it been so long? I’m trying to stay strong, but I can’t. The tears are coming down as I’m writing this. I…
Ten Years Passed And My Dad’s Birthday Is Here Without Him Again
Time has passed; ten years to be actual. Your birthday is just another day now. I hate to admit it, Dad. But so much time has passed, my mind doesn’t even acknowledge the day as your birthday anymore. I’m not saying I completely forget your birthday because I still try to find a way to…
Ten Years Flew By Fast Without You, Dad
Where did the time go?
10 Songs To Help Me Get Through Your Death Anniversary
Death anniversaries aren’t never easy. Music is always here to help me get through the day. It’s the only thing I can always count on for being there for me. The best thing about music is it’s only speaks the truth but NEVER talks back when you questions what’s being said. 1 …”Speak to meWhen…
A Decade Without You Feels So Unreal
Depression is creeping in my mind. I’m moving into a different kind of grief stage this year. My positive thoughts are fading in and out. I can’t believe how much time has past. A full decade without you feels so unreal. How in the world did so much time past? Today, it feels as if…
Letter To My Dad in Heaven On Father’s Day
I miss you so much.
Not a Mom Blog
Mommy Monday Guest post: I couldn’t agree more! I don’t want to be just another Mom blog, or motherless blog , or fatherless blog! I want my blog to be about my life and everything in it. You may call this a hot mess, but it’s my choice not yours! The Lily Cafe This isn’t…
Letter To My Dad On His Birthday
Dear Dad, It’s your birthday. I can’t help but wonder what you would want or how we would celebrate. Would I be cooking you dinner at my house? Would I bake or buy you a cake for you? It’s a mystery I will never be able to crack. I can’t even remember the last birthday…
