Please Send This Letter to Heaven

Dear Mom, I miss you so much. I can’t believe it’s been 5 years since you left me. My heart is aching with pain today. Time is flying way too fast without you. I hate how much you’re missing. I guess I’m just going to have to fill you in. My daughter started Preschool in…

Another Year Without My Mom

Time is flying before my eyes. I can’t believe my mom’s death anniversary is here once again. I feel as if she just died yesterday but in reality, it’s been longer. Another year has passed without my mom. I miss you so much especially when I just want her advice when I’m lost. I wish…

Here’s To Another Motherless Mother’s Day

Mother’s Day is a day to honor your mother. When you’re mom isn’t in the picture anymore, the day is more filled with sorrow and tears. What happens when you’re a mom yourself? You’re forced to celebrate even if you’re secretly don’t want to without your own mom. You have no choice because you’re a…

To My Mom On Mother’s Day

Dear Mom, Hi. I miss you. I miss you every day. Life is so strange without you. I feel like I’m dragging along without you. My days are so foggy. I can’t function when the fog comes crushing in. Some days, I can pulls the fog out of the way while others make be feel…

Letter To My Mom On Her Birthday In Heaven

Dear Mom, Oh Mom, I miss you so much. I’m here spending your birthday without you again. The pain I feeling is unreal. I just want to feel normal again. But normal seems so far away without you. What is normal? Mom, I really don’t know. All I know, I don’t want to spend your…

I Planted Flowers For The First Time Since My Mom Died

My mom LOVED flowers. I’m not a fan. She could tell you the name of the flower by just lookin at it. I can’t name any of them and ALWAYS looking up flower names. She had the magic touch with flowers. I have the curse of death when it come to flowers. You guess it…

Read This If You’re a Motherless Mom on Easter

Easter is another holiday shaped around family and preparations for your kids. You wish you could just skip another holiday but you can’t because you have a kid or kids and need to put on a smile. You need to put your head up and do all the traditions because your kid(s) enjoy them. You’re…

My Heart Broke Into Two The Day My Mom Died

I’m sitting here wishing all the pain could just disappear into the puffy clouds in the sky as if this misery in my head would evaporate like water on the earth.Maybe just then I would feel better about your absent in my life. I shouldn’t even say absent because that’s not what happened. You didn’t…