I miss you every day, but the month of October just drains me. The thought of your death anniversary coming in a few weeks haunts my brain. I can't stop thinking about it when I look at the calendar. It pops up at me like a nightmare you have night after night. The pain is … Continue reading Wake Me Up When My Mom’s Death Anniversary Passes
Anxiety has no power over me. I am brave. Depression will not change my mood. I am bigger than depression. Motherhood isn't easy, but I love everything moment of it. I am a fabulous mom. My body may have changed after my daughter. I am beautiful. My life feels like one huge roller coaster I … Continue reading Building Myself Up As The Dark Clouds Moves ln
The day my mom passed I felt as if a part of me died with her. I'm not the same person I used to be when she was alive. My life feels so strange without her. After losing my mom, I'm learning to find myself again. I'm always wondering if the old me will come … Continue reading After Losing My Mom, I’m Learning To Find Myself Again
As I look out the window as the rain falls from the sky, I wonder if the pain of losing my mom would even heal itself or at least I will learn to cope with her death. The truth is I don't think I will never heal or learn to cope. Why, because a loss … Continue reading Grieving For A Mother Takes Time, So Keep Your Head Up
Yay, Mother’s Day is over. You made it. Good job, my friend. See, I knew you could get through today. Believe me, I know it's a hard day to get through without your mom. Especially with all the Facebook post, Instagram post, and Snaps of our friends’ moms. But you did it. I’m proud of … Continue reading Mother’s Day is Over And You Survived
Mother’s Day is one of the hardest day for the Motherless. We roam around surrounded by the posters telling us what to buy our Mothers for the draining day. Well, stupid signs, you can buy a Mother’s Day gift and send it to heaven, so stop telling me to buy something! What about the radio … Continue reading 7 Tips On How To Survive Mother’s Day For The Motherless
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Dear Mom, Happy birthday! I can't believe it's been three years without you already. It's crazy how fast time flew. I miss you so much. As spring rolls in, I can't help myself from feeling emotional as the stores fill up with flowers. I still dislike flowers, but the scent of different types of flowers … Continue reading Happy Birthday to My Mom In Heaven
The relationship between a child and her parent is unlike any other. This is the person who teaches her how to love, how to handle herself when she feels entirely overwhelmed, and how to stand up for herself like no other. And since losing them, they've inadvertently taught her how to survive on her own. … Continue reading To the Guy Who Loves a Girl With A Parent In Heaven
A poem from March 2015, which was only 5 months after my mom died.