To My Mom On Mother’s Day

Dear Mom, Hi. I miss you. I miss you every day. Life is so strange without you. I feel like I’m dragging along without you. My days are so foggy. I can’t function when the fog comes crushing in. Some days, I can pulls the fog out of the way while others make be feel…

Letter To My Mom On Her Birthday In Heaven

Dear Mom, Oh Mom, I miss you so much. I’m here spending your birthday without you again. The pain I feeling is unreal. I just want to feel normal again. But normal seems so far away without you. What is normal? Mom, I really don’t know. All I know, I don’t want to spend your…

I Planted Flowers For The First Time Since My Mom Died

My mom LOVED flowers. I’m not a fan. She could tell you the name of the flower by just lookin at it. I can’t name any of them and ALWAYS looking up flower names. She had the magic touch with flowers. I have the curse of death when it come to flowers. You guess it…

Read This If You’re a Motherless Mom on Easter

Easter is another holiday shaped around family and preparations for your kids. You wish you could just skip another holiday but you can’t because you have a kid or kids and need to put on a smile. You need to put your head up and do all the traditions because your kid(s) enjoy them. You’re…

My Heart Broke Into Two The Day My Mom Died

I’m sitting here wishing all the pain could just disappear into the puffy clouds in the sky as if this misery in my head would evaporate like water on the earth.Maybe just then I would feel better about your absent in my life. I shouldn’t even say absent because that’s not what happened. You didn’t…

10 Songs To Help Me Get Through Your Death Anniversary

Death anniversaries aren’t never easy. Music is always here to help me get through the day. It’s the only thing I can always count on for being there for me. The best thing about music is it’s only speaks the truth but NEVER talks back when you questions what’s being said. 1 …”Speak to meWhen…

Another Motherless Year Waiting To Greet Me

 The days and years are still going on without you.  I can feel my heart break as if it is truly missing an important puzzle piece held for a girl’s mother. Every day leaves a mark on my heart and mind as the years passes by into a new year. My heart still aches for…

Wake Me Up When My Mom’s Death Anniversary Passes

I miss you every day, but the month of October just drains me. The thought of your death anniversary coming in a few weeks haunts my brain. I can’t stop thinking about it when I look at the calendar. It pops up at me like a nightmare you have night after night. The pain is…