My Heart Broke Into Two The Day My Mom Died

I’m sitting here wishing all the pain could just disappear into the puffy clouds in the sky as if this misery in my head would evaporate like water on the earth.Maybe just then I would feel better about your absent in my life. I shouldn’t even say absent because that’s not what happened. You didn’t…

10 Songs To Help Me Get Through Your Death Anniversary

Death anniversaries aren’t never easy. Music is always here to help me get through the day. It’s the only thing I can always count on for being there for me. The best thing about music is it’s only speaks the truth but NEVER talks back when you questions what’s being said. 1 …”Speak to meWhen…

Another Motherless Year Waiting To Greet Me

 The days and years are still going on without you.  I can feel my heart break as if it is truly missing an important puzzle piece held for a girl’s mother. Every day leaves a mark on my heart and mind as the years passes by into a new year. My heart still aches for…

Wake Me Up When My Mom’s Death Anniversary Passes

I miss you every day, but the month of October just drains me. The thought of your death anniversary coming in a few weeks haunts my brain. I can’t stop thinking about it when I look at the calendar. It pops up at me like a nightmare you have night after night. The pain is…

Building Myself Up As The Dark Clouds Moves ln

Anxiety has no power over me. I am brave. Depression will not change my mood. I am bigger than depression. Motherhood isn’t easy, but I love everything moment of it. I am a fabulous mom. My body may have changed after my daughter. I am beautiful. My life feels like one huge roller coaster I…

After Losing My Mom, I’m Learning To Find Myself Again

The day my mom passed I felt as if a part of me died with her. I’m not the same person I used to be when she was alive. My life feels so strange without her. After losing my mom, I’m learning to find myself again. I’m always wondering if the old me will come…

Grieving For A Mother Takes Time, So Keep Your Head Up

As I look out the window as the rain falls from the sky, I wonder if the pain of losing my mom would even heal itself or at least I will learn to cope with her death. The truth is I don’t think I will never heal or learn to cope. Why, because a loss…

Mother’s Day is Over And You Survived

Yay, Mother’s Day is over. You made it. Good job, my friend. See, I knew you could get through today. Believe me, I know it’s a hard day to get through without your mom. Especially with all the Facebook post, Instagram post, and Snaps of our friends’ moms. But you did it. I’m proud of…