Dear Dad, Has it really been 10 years since we last celebrated your birthday together? I just can't wrap my head after it. Where did the time go? How it the world has it been so long? I'm trying to stay strong, but I can't. The tears are coming down as I'm writing this. I … Continue reading Letter To My Dad On His 10th Birthday In Heaven
Time has passed; ten years to be actual. Your birthday is just another day now. I hate to admit it, Dad. But so much time has passed, my mind doesn't even acknowledge the day as your birthday anymore. I'm not saying I completely forget your birthday because I still try to find a way to … Continue reading Ten Years Passed And My Dad’s Birthday Is Here Without Him Again
Where did the time go?
The days and years are still going on without you. I can feel my heart break as if it is truly missing an important puzzle piece held for a girl’s mother. Every day leaves a mark on my heart and mind as the years passes by into a new year. My heart still aches for … Continue reading Another Motherless Year Waiting To Greet Me
I don’t know what I’m going to do when everything is gone.
Everyone talks about being Motherless or Fatherless during the Holiday season. But what about the Parentless? No one seems to cover us! Well, I'm going to change that with this article. The struggle of being parentless during the Holidays is real and a painful, nightmare. Emotions surround me as soon as Thanksgiving hits since it's … Continue reading The Struggle Of Being Parentless During The Holidays
I miss you every day, but the month of October just drains me. The thought of your death anniversary coming in a few weeks haunts my brain. I can't stop thinking about it when I look at the calendar. It pops up at me like a nightmare you have night after night. The pain is … Continue reading Wake Me Up When My Mom’s Death Anniversary Passes
Anxiety has no power over me. I am brave. Depression will not change my mood. I am bigger than depression. Motherhood isn't easy, but I love everything moment of it. I am a fabulous mom. My body may have changed after my daughter. I am beautiful. My life feels like one huge roller coaster I … Continue reading Building Myself Up As The Dark Clouds Moves ln
I miss you so much.
As I look out the window as the rain falls from the sky, I wonder if the pain of losing my mom would even heal itself or at least I will learn to cope with her death. The truth is I don't think I will never heal or learn to cope. Why, because a loss … Continue reading Grieving For A Mother Takes Time, So Keep Your Head Up