motherless · Quarantine/COVID-19/Coronavirus

Wake Me Up When October Ends During The Pandemic

As October starts, I can't help myself from thinking about what if my mom was alive. October has always been my favorite month but the last almost 6 years brought on a roller coaster of emotions. Luckily as my daughter gets older, the pain of my mom’s death anniversary disappears in the air. She loves… Continue reading Wake Me Up When October Ends During The Pandemic

fatherless · Quarantine/COVID-19/Coronavirus

To My Best Mommy Friend Who Lost Her Father To Covid-19

I'm so sorry for your loss. I never wanted you to understand the pain I do every day so soon. I may know what it’s like to lose a father, but I can't even imagine the pain you're feeling right now. It's a greater pain than I will ever feel because COVID-19 took him from… Continue reading To My Best Mommy Friend Who Lost Her Father To Covid-19

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Grieving For A Mother Takes Time, So Keep Your Head Up

As I look out the window as the rain falls from the sky, I wonder if the pain of losing my mom would even heal itself or at least I will learn to cope with her death. The truth is I don't think I will never heal or learn to cope. Why, because a loss… Continue reading Grieving For A Mother Takes Time, So Keep Your Head Up

anxiety/ depression

When Depression Come Knocking on Your Door

If there’s one thing that I learned about depression is take mental health day and do something by yourself. Because sitting home on a foggy day only makes your thoughts wonder inside a fog. You need to take time for yourself, so your mind feels your worth and reminds all the good things in your… Continue reading When Depression Come Knocking on Your Door

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To The Girl Wishing, She Wasn’t Motherless

I never imagine how much pain I would be in seeing others with their mothers until I lost mine. It's like a knife stabbing into my heart multiple times. I hate feeling envious of other moms with their moms and grandmas with their grandchildren. My heart just broke into a million pieces every time. Some… Continue reading To The Girl Wishing, She Wasn’t Motherless

anxiety/ depression

13 Lovable Traits That Prove the Anxious Girl’s Worth Your Time And Love

Anxiety isn't all bad, it can bring out unique qualities that make anxious girls the best at showing they love you truly and completely. 1) She's constantly worrying about you. 2) So every time you see her, she'll be thrilled. 3) And you'll get plenty of affection. 4) She overthinks everything and always wants to… Continue reading 13 Lovable Traits That Prove the Anxious Girl’s Worth Your Time And Love

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20 Anxious Thoughts That Try To Drag Us Down

Anxiety twists all of the thoughts inside of your mind. Anxiety whispers lies into your ears all day long. You can’t help, but listen to every word without second guessing yourself. You wake up every morning wondering what it’s going to tell you today. You stay up late soaking in a bath of negativity; you're… Continue reading 20 Anxious Thoughts That Try To Drag Us Down

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Depression Sends Me to Wonderland

Depression tells me many lies throughout the day. It calls me names and brings me down on the daily basis. But the biggest thing depression loves to tell me is I’m always wrong. It's like I can't win or hear over the whispers. I wake up every day wondering what depression is going to tell… Continue reading Depression Sends Me to Wonderland