Being A Motherless Mother On Mother’s Day During Quarantine

Another year means another motherless Mother’s Day. The pain will always be heavy but a different kind of heavy each year. This year is an extremely painful year because the Coronavirus messed up live for so many people. The absent of a mom during this time messes with your mind. Why because you’re inside thinking…

Spring Feels Broken This Year

I normally love spring. It always makes me happy and reminds me of the true meaning of beauty. The tree are blossoming. Flowers are popping up. Spring is here, but this year is different. Everything is falling apart. Nothing is the same. COVID-19 is taking away the meaningful things about Spring that I love and…

Wandering Thoughts of Grief

The thought of not having you around breaks my heart into a million puzzle pieces. I’m trying to pick up the pieces, but nothing works to ease the pain. My heart longs to have you back into my life. I feel as if I lost a part of me when you Died. Every day is…

Another Year As a Parentless Parent

Time is flying way too fast for me. I can’t believe another year has part without my parents. The years are just flying by way too quick for my liking. I hate how I have to survive another year as a Parentless parent. I wish they were here everyone to see me grow up in…

The 10th Christmas Without My Father

The pain is unreal for me this Christmas. This year isn’t just another fatherless Christmas. It’s 10th Christmas without my father. I thought by not I would be used to not having my father around for Christmas. Well, I was totally wrong. I’m not used to his absence like I thought. Actually, I’m far from…

Another Year Without My Mom

Time is flying before my eyes. I can’t believe my mom’s death anniversary is here once again. I feel as if she just died yesterday but in reality, it’s been longer. Another year has passed without my mom. I miss you so much especially when I just want her advice when I’m lost. I wish…

Letter To My Mom On Her Birthday In Heaven

Dear Mom, Oh Mom, I miss you so much. I’m here spending your birthday without you again. The pain I feeling is unreal. I just want to feel normal again. But normal seems so far away without you. What is normal? Mom, I really don’t know. All I know, I don’t want to spend your…

Letter To My Dad On His 10th Birthday In Heaven

Dear Dad, Has it really been 10 years since we last celebrated your birthday together? I just can’t wrap my head after it. Where did the time go? How it the world has it been so long? I’m trying to stay strong, but I can’t. The tears are coming down as I’m writing this. I…

A Decade Without You Feels So Unreal

Depression is creeping in my mind. I’m moving into a different kind of grief stage this year. My positive thoughts are fading in and out. I can’t believe how much time has past. A full decade without you feels so unreal. How in the world did so much time past? Today, it feels as if…