Time is flying way too fast for me. I can’t believe another year has part without my parents. The years are just flying by way too quick for my liking. I hate how I have to survive another year as a Parentless parent. I wish they were here everyone to see me grow up in … Continue reading Another Year As a Parentless Parent
The pain is unreal for me this Christmas. This year isn’t just another fatherless Christmas. It’s 10th Christmas without my father. I thought by not I would be used to not having my father around for Christmas. Well, I was totally wrong. I’m not used to his absence like I thought. Actually, I’m far from … Continue reading The 10th Christmas Without My Father
Time is flying before my eyes. I can’t believe my mom’s death anniversary is here once again. I feel as if she just died yesterday but in reality, it’s been longer. Another year has passed without my mom. I miss you so much especially when I just want her advice when I’m lost. I wish … Continue reading Another Year Without My Mom
I don’t know if you hear Andy Grammer’s song about his message for a medium giving by his mom to write his new song called "She'd Say," but you must!!! I’m crying so hard right now because it’s so touching. It’s exactly what my relationship with my daughter feels like every day. I’m always telling … Continue reading Warning To All The Motherless, Grab A Tissue Box Before You Listen to Andy Grammer’s New Song
Dear Mom, Oh Mom, I miss you so much. I'm here spending your birthday without you again. The pain I feeling is unreal. I just want to feel normal again. But normal seems so far away without you. What is normal? Mom, I really don't know. All I know, I don't want to spend your … Continue reading Letter To My Mom On Her Birthday In Heaven
Dear Dad, Has it really been 10 years since we last celebrated your birthday together? I just can't wrap my head after it. Where did the time go? How it the world has it been so long? I'm trying to stay strong, but I can't. The tears are coming down as I'm writing this. I … Continue reading Letter To My Dad On His 10th Birthday In Heaven
Depression is creeping in my mind. I'm moving into a different kind of grief stage this year. My positive thoughts are fading in and out. I can't believe how much time has past. A full decade without you feels so unreal. How in the world did so much time past? Today, it feels as if … Continue reading A Decade Without You Feels So Unreal
Music helps lift up our spirits on when the world is crashing down on us. It reminds us we’re not alone and speaks to our souls. Warning: don’t listen to depressing music if you’re upset. Listen to these uplifting songs instead when you’re feeling blue. 1) "So don't be afraid to let them show Your … Continue reading 10 Uplifting Songs To Listen To When You’re Feeling The Blues
I must rediscover who I am without your alive. I must pull away the sorrow and bring in the happiness again.
If there’s one thing that I learned about depression is take mental health day and do something by yourself. Because sitting home on a foggy day only makes your thoughts wonder inside a fog. You need to take time for yourself, so your mind feels your worth and reminds all the good things in your … Continue reading When Depression Come Knocking on Your Door
