Another Year Without My Mom

Time is flying before my eyes. I can’t believe my mom’s death anniversary is here once again. I feel as if she just died yesterday but in reality, it’s been longer. Another year has passed without my mom. I miss you so much especially when I just want her advice when I’m lost. I wish…

Grieving For A Mother Takes Time, So Keep Your Head Up

As I look out the window as the rain falls from the sky, I wonder if the pain of losing my mom would even heal itself or at least I will learn to cope with her death. The truth is I don’t think I will never heal or learn to cope. Why, because a loss…

Just Because I Have Dark Thoughts Doesn’t Mean I’m Suicidal

Life isn’t always butterflies, and unicorns like everyone thinks it is. It’s much darker than a lot of us would like to admit. Days are full of frustrations and struggle that not everyone can handle on their own. And life is also full of loss. But I’m not afraid of death.  So does that make me…

To The Girl Wishing, She Wasn’t Motherless

I never imagine how much pain I would be in seeing others with their mothers until I lost mine. It’s like a knife stabbing into my heart multiple times. I hate feeling envious of other moms with their moms and grandmas with their grandchildren. My heart just broke into a million pieces every time. Some…