I can’t believe it’s been so long. Time flew so fast and not a day goes by where I wish you were here with me. I’m entering a new decade without you. It’s 2020 now, Dad. I wish you come to experience life with me in this new decade. You can’t though because it’s eleven … Continue reading Eleven Years Since You Have Passed Away
I made the choice of letting my daughter that my parents have died. I never wanted to sugarcoat the truth for her especially when she started questioning things. I’m glad I did too because then she knows why I get so sad sometimes. Look I know, a lot of parents say you should hide your … Continue reading The Absent of Parents Is Effecting My Daughter
The loss of a mother is unbearable and sucks the life out of you. Yes, I do believe losing a mom is hard at any age, but it's different when 30 or younger because you're going through stages of your live which a mother is centered around, such as having a kid, getting married, graduation, … Continue reading The Pain of Being Motherless When You’re 30 Or Younger
Death doesn’t scare me. I have experience way more death cases than I like to share with people. My life has always been surrounded by funerals and grieving for a love one. You see, my grandparents died before I turned three then after that aunts and uncles died one after another. Friends passed away too. … Continue reading Trigger Point Words After Losing My Parents
Dear Mom, I miss you so much. I can’t believe it’s been 5 years since you left me. My heart is aching with pain today. Time is flying way too fast without you. I hate how much you’re missing. I guess I’m just going to have to fill you in. My daughter started Preschool in … Continue reading Please Send This Letter to Heaven
I don’t know if you hear Andy Grammer’s song about his message for a medium giving by his mom to write his new song called "She'd Say," but you must!!! I’m crying so hard right now because it’s so touching. It’s exactly what my relationship with my daughter feels like every day. I’m always telling … Continue reading Warning To All The Motherless, Grab A Tissue Box Before You Listen to Andy Grammer’s New Song
As I look out the window as the rain falls from the sky, I wonder if the pain of losing my mom would even heal itself or at least I will learn to cope with her death. The truth is I don't think I will never heal or learn to cope. Why, because a loss … Continue reading Grieving For A Mother Takes Time, So Keep Your Head Up
I love him more than words can describe, but I’m not ready.
If only, 1- 800-HEAVEN was a real number.
Easter is here. You’re probably hating every hour, minute, and second of the preparations and celebrations. Every inch of your body is aching and holding back from having an anxiety attack in front of the people around you. You just want to scream because all of the mothers and fathers are making you feel uncomfortable. … Continue reading How To Survive Easter When You’re Parentless