As I look out the window as the rain falls from the sky, I wonder if the pain of losing my mom would even heal itself or at least I will learn to cope with her death. The truth is I don't think I will never heal or learn to cope. Why, because a loss … Continue reading Grieving For A Mother Takes Time, So Keep Your Head Up
I must rediscover who I am without your alive. I must pull away the sorrow and bring in the happiness again.
I would rather have you here on Earth with me.
Your child(ren) have tons of toys, books, and stuffed animals. Some are favorites, while others are just there. What happens if you lost, the one stuffed animal or toy, they bring EVERYWHERE? YOU GO INTO CRAZY MOM MODE! And these things go through your head as you’re thinking, “Where, Oh where, could (insert stuffed animal/toy) … Continue reading To The Mom Who Lost Track Of Her Child’s Favorite Stuffed Animal
I think about you every day And everything reminds me Of you. My mind thinks about what you will say For current solutions. I wish you Could help me with all my daily struggles like you used to my whole life. I’m having a hard time lately trying to help myself simply get by all … Continue reading Moving Away From The Fog of Gross
As Christmas comes closer, I'm feeling indifferent about what another year with my parents. My Christmas spirit is here like I said in my previous post. But it doesn't change the fact that I miss my parents everyday especially around Christmas because everything rotates around family. I'm beyond grateful for my boyfriend's family and family … Continue reading Time to Freak Out: 2 More Days Until Christmas