Wandering Thoughts of Grief

The thought of not having you around breaks my heart into a million puzzle pieces. I’m trying to pick up the pieces, but nothing works to ease the pain. My heart longs to have you back into my life. I feel as if I lost a part of me when you Died. Every day is…

Another Year As a Parentless Parent

Time is flying way too fast for me. I can’t believe another year has part without my parents. The years are just flying by way too quick for my liking. I hate how I have to survive another year as a Parentless parent. I wish they were here everyone to see me grow up in…

Working In Retail During The Holiday When You’re Parentless

Retail jobs are rough during the holiday season because everyone stresses about what to get others in their lives. The workers are often yelled out because of stores not having what people are looking for or the lines being too long. Stores are often trashed as well, so it’s hard for employees to keep up…

The Absent of Parents Is Effecting My Daughter

I made the choice of letting my daughter that my parents have died. I never wanted to sugarcoat the truth for her especially when she started questioning things. I’m glad I did too because then she knows why I get so sad sometimes. Look I know, a lot of parents say you should hide your…

The Pain of Being Motherless When You’re 30 Or Younger

The loss of a mother is unbearable and sucks the life out of you. Yes, I do believe losing a mom is hard at any age, but it’s different when 30 or younger because you’re going through stages of your live which a mother is centered around, such as having a kid, getting married, graduation,…

Trigger Point Words After Losing My Parents

Death doesn’t scare me. I have experience way more death cases than I like to share with people. My life has always been surrounded by funerals and grieving for a love one. You see, my grandparents died before I turned three then after that aunts and uncles died one after another. Friends passed away too….

Please Send This Letter to Heaven

Dear Mom, I miss you so much. I can’t believe it’s been 5 years since you left me. My heart is aching with pain today. Time is flying way too fast without you. I hate how much you’re missing. I guess I’m just going to have to fill you in. My daughter started Preschool in…

Another Year Without My Mom

Time is flying before my eyes. I can’t believe my mom’s death anniversary is here once again. I feel as if she just died yesterday but in reality, it’s been longer. Another year has passed without my mom. I miss you so much especially when I just want her advice when I’m lost. I wish…

Letter To My Mom On Her Birthday In Heaven

Dear Mom, Oh Mom, I miss you so much. I’m here spending your birthday without you again. The pain I feeling is unreal. I just want to feel normal again. But normal seems so far away without you. What is normal? Mom, I really don’t know. All I know, I don’t want to spend your…