How To Survive Easter When You’re Parentless

Easter is here. You’re probably hating every hour, minute, and second of the preparations and celebrations. Every inch of your body is aching and holding back from having an anxiety attack in front of the people around you. You just want to scream because all of the mothers and fathers are making you feel uncomfortable….

To The Girl Who Watched Her Mom/Dad Fight Cancer For Years

No one understands the pain you suffered for years. They will never understand what it’s like to watch a parent suffer right in front of his or her eyes. They aren’t the ones who spend most of his or her childhood worrying about what you had to deal with over and over again. You never…

10 Songs Everyone Who Lost A Parent Needs To Listen To

Music is a powerful way to connect with others. We listen to music in the car, at work, at a house, or anywhere we can. Lyrics can make us break down and cry or smile. Either way, music is always connecting with us. When you lose a parent, your world turns upside down. You never…

Heaven Cannot Be Any Closer

I miss you every day. My mind does not go a day without thinking about you. I wish I could unwind the thought of missing you. I can you watching over me but it’s not same and upsets me. I wish you could be closer than the made up set in my mind. I just…

Moving Away From The Fog of Gross

I think about you every day And everything reminds me Of you. My mind thinks about what you will say For current solutions. I wish you Could help me with all my daily struggles like you used to my whole life. I’m having a hard time lately trying to help myself simply get by all…

I Have To Survive Another Year Without My Parents

Another year means more things my parents will miss and can’t attend. It also means more advice I could have used from them when things are going downhill. On top of that, it means I have to wake up every day knowing I can’t text or call either of them. The painful thoughts of reality…

The Worst Conversation with My Three Year Old So Far

Ugh I dropped my childhood friend and off and passed my childhood house. Me: I grow up there *pointing to the yellow house on the corner* Anastasia: where is your family? Me: They don’t live there anymore. Ana: Where are they live? Me: In a place called Heaven. Do you know what that is? Ana:…

Time to Freak Out: 2 More Days Until Christmas

As Christmas comes closer, I’m feeling indifferent about what another year with my parents. My Christmas spirit is here like I said in my previous post. But it doesn’t change the fact that I miss my parents everyday especially around Christmas because everything rotates around family. I’m beyond grateful for my boyfriend’s family and family…