motherless · Quarantine/COVID-19/Coronavirus

Wake Me Up When October Ends During The Pandemic

As October starts, I can't help myself from thinking about what if my mom was alive. October has always been my favorite month but the last almost 6 years brought on a roller coaster of emotions. Luckily as my daughter gets older, the pain of my mom’s death anniversary disappears in the air. She loves… Continue reading Wake Me Up When October Ends During The Pandemic

Motherhood · Quarantine/COVID-19/Coronavirus

The Light Is Starting to Shine Through The Pandemic

This is our life now.This is how mommy and you have to shop.This is how mommy and you stay safe. I never thought you would have to live in a world were masks are required in public.Life doesn’t always go as planned though from time to time. I’m so proud of you for listening to… Continue reading The Light Is Starting to Shine Through The Pandemic

Motherhood · Quarantine/COVID-19/Coronavirus

My Daughter’s Emotional Letter to The Tooth Fairy

Kids shouldn’t be feeling like this. A five year old shouldn’t know what this kind of sadness. She’s feeling emotions that I’m not sure how to explain in a way she will understand. She’s breaking my heart hearing her say things like this. I’m feeling bad for social distancing her from people at times. I… Continue reading My Daughter’s Emotional Letter to The Tooth Fairy

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A Letter to My Mom And Myself On Mother’s Day

My heart feels heavy today. I miss you so much, mom. I wish I didn’t have to be motherless on Mother’s Day. The pain is unreal. I hate seeing all the Mother’s Day posts popping up on my newsfeed. I’m feeling jealous of everyone with a mom still alive. I thought writing a special post… Continue reading A Letter to My Mom And Myself On Mother’s Day

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Being A Motherless Mother On Mother’s Day During Quarantine

Another year means another motherless Mother’s Day. The pain will always be heavy but a different kind of heavy each year. This year is an extremely painful year because the Coronavirus messed up live for so many people. The absent of a mom during this time messes with your mind. Why because you’re inside thinking… Continue reading Being A Motherless Mother On Mother’s Day During Quarantine

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Why Does A Woman Have To Choice A Career Or Having Kids

I’m a newly working mom. And you know what, it sucks so much. I hate every moment of being a working mom. The battle between being a mom and working becomes a daily challenge I can't get used to as much as I try. I can't wrap my head around why a woman have to… Continue reading Why Does A Woman Have To Choice A Career Or Having Kids

anxiety/ depression · motherless

Building Myself Up As The Dark Clouds Moves ln

Anxiety has no power over me. I am brave. Depression will not change my mood. I am bigger than depression. Motherhood isn't easy, but I love everything moment of it. I am a fabulous mom. My body may have changed after my daughter. I am beautiful. My life feels like one huge roller coaster I… Continue reading Building Myself Up As The Dark Clouds Moves ln