Dear Mom, Oh Mom, I miss you so much. I'm here spending your birthday without you again. The pain I feeling is unreal. I just want to feel normal again. But normal seems so far away without you. What is normal? Mom, I really don't know. All I know, I don't want to spend your … Continue reading Letter To My Mom On Her Birthday In Heaven
Everyone talks about being Motherless or Fatherless during the Holiday season. But what about the Parentless? No one seems to cover us! Well, I'm going to change that with this article. The struggle of being parentless during the Holidays is real and a painful, nightmare. Emotions surround me as soon as Thanksgiving hits since it's … Continue reading The Struggle Of Being Parentless During The Holidays
The relationship between a child and her parent is unlike any other. This is the person who teaches her how to love, how to handle herself when she feels entirely overwhelmed, and how to stand up for herself like no other. And since losing them, they've inadvertently taught her how to survive on her own. … Continue reading To the Guy Who Loves a Girl With A Parent In Heaven
I must rediscover who I am without your alive. I must pull away the sorrow and bring in the happiness again.
If there’s one thing that I learned about depression is take mental health day and do something by yourself. Because sitting home on a foggy day only makes your thoughts wonder inside a fog. You need to take time for yourself, so your mind feels your worth and reminds all the good things in your … Continue reading When Depression Come Knocking on Your Door
If only, 1- 800-HEAVEN was a real number.
Life isn’t always butterflies, and unicorns like everyone thinks it is. It's much darker than a lot of us would like to admit. Days are full of frustrations and struggle that not everyone can handle on their own. And life is also full of loss. But I’m not afraid of death. So does that make me … Continue reading Just Because I Have Dark Thoughts Doesn’t Mean I’m Suicidal
You know that one friend who’s always changing moods and not knowing which today will bring. Anxiety is that friend. It's never on the same page as you. It will always mess with your head. Anxiety is the “Debbie Downer” the friend you wish you just loosen up. Some days, it shows up happy and … Continue reading Anxiety Is The Friend You Wish Would Stop Inviting Herself Over
I never imagine how much pain I would be in seeing others with their mothers until I lost mine. It's like a knife stabbing into my heart multiple times. I hate feeling envious of other moms with their moms and grandmas with their grandchildren. My heart just broke into a million pieces every time. Some … Continue reading To The Girl Wishing, She Wasn’t Motherless
Anxiety twists all of the thoughts inside of your mind. Anxiety whispers lies into your ears all day long. You can’t help, but listen to every word without second guessing yourself. You wake up every morning wondering what it’s going to tell you today. You stay up late soaking in a bath of negativity; you're … Continue reading 20 Anxious Thoughts That Try To Drag Us Down