Wake Me Up When October Ends During The Pandemic

As October starts, I can’t help myself from thinking about what if my mom was alive. October has always been my favorite month but the last almost 6 years brought on a roller coaster of emotions. Luckily as my daughter gets older, the pain of my mom’s death anniversary disappears in the air. She loves…

To The Girl Wishing, She Wasn’t Motherless

I never imagine how much pain I would be in seeing others with their mothers until I lost mine. It’s like a knife stabbing into my heart multiple times. I hate feeling envious of other moms with their moms and grandmas with their grandchildren. My heart just broke into a million pieces every time. Some…

20 Anxious Thoughts That Try To Drag Us Down

Anxiety twists all of the thoughts inside of your mind. Anxiety whispers lies into your ears all day long. You can’t help, but listen to every word without second guessing yourself. You wake up every morning wondering what it’s going to tell you today. You stay up late soaking in a bath of negativity; you’re…

Overthinking About What If I Have Chosen A Different Path

Do you ever wonder why something happened? Or why it happened at a particular moment? Or why it happened at a particular time in your life? Or what would happen if you choose a different path? Oh if everything would have been the same? I do all the time. I’m not sure why I do…